Foto Friday
Depressed Espresso?
Since I really did run out of coffee this morning, I thought this picture would be very appropriate for Foto Friday. While “Depresso” does indeed perfectly describe that feeling upon discovering you first have to go out and buy some coffee before you can make it, I think it could easily describe how discouraged the […]
Friends & Family
Tenth Day of Christmas
Something happened this morning that really upset me and gave my concept of self-worth a sharp jab. I don’t want to talk about it because I would rather not give the incident “weight” or “importance.” But I did allow it to rule my day for a while, crawling back into bed where it was “safe.” […]
From Journals Past
Running Away from Home – Fragment #90
It is one of their truces, when mother and daughter silently agree to bury the hatchet; when they relax in each other’s company and just be who they are – no judgements, no recriminations, especially no regrets. They sit outside on the patio her father built from large chunky paving stones drinking glasses of sparkling […]
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Adventures in Job Hunting
I’ve been sending out applications for any type of job that I think I can do that is related to the library environment or writing/editing. For the past three years, it’s been dribbles, and hopefuls, but mostly a lot of dead ends. Just before the pandemic hit, I had a face-to-face interview for a Customer […]
Goodbye
You. At last,I leave you behind.Nothing as dramatic as dust,but a faint lingering regretof a breezebrushing the hair back from my left temple. You disappear. At last,I red pencilyour eyescrinkling in amusementat some remark;strike through your laugh echoing in my heart. You disappear in my. At last,I can let any hopeof you returninggo. I’m travelling […]
Trip to Grocery Store ends in Emergency
This morning around 10:15 decided to make my weekly trip to the grocery store. Walking down Davie Street toward Independent Grocer, I somehow tripped over a seam in the sidewalk. I fell forward, hitting the ground very hard. I stayed down just staring at the pavement, not wanting to move right away in case something […]
Begin
I begin by peering through the balcony bars, looking down at my feet while I try to figure out how to take a picture with my camera, it’s been so long. I keep pressing buttons and finally something clicks just as everything goes dark, and I hear the lens retreating with its comforting whir. I […]
Favourite Colour
She arrives at the end of the day soft and defeated, wanting to cry, but not daring to in case she cannot stop breathing irregularly and without hope. The day is done, but she is not. She sits in the leather armchair looking out at the sea lit by the fire of the sunset, lit […]
Where I Left You
The placewhere I left youno longer exists in my heart,in my fear,in my fingertips. The placewhere I left youis a drumburied in the groundawaiting its sea change, emerging from the earthwith a new pitch. Tell me.Why did you disappear? as soon as my back was turned;as soon as I had (finally) stopped crying;as soon as […]
Spaghetti Squash and a Movie
Remember my minestrone soup adventure where I planned to make a traditional Italian vegetable soup? Since the recipe called for squashes, I ended up buying two kinds – spaghetti squash and acorn squash – erroneously thinking there were similar to zucchini where I could chop them up and throw them into the stock. But it […]
My Minestrone Soup Adventure
Here in Vancouver, the weather for the past week and a half has been cool, below seasonal temperatures. I had been feeling cold, so when it appeared it wasn’t going to warm up any time soon, I embarked on making a big post of minestrone soup. It’s a favourite of mine; I used to make […]
Stuck for a Synonym
Yesterday was a two-steps-back-idling-in-first-gear kind of writing day. For every three words I typed, I deleted two. Finally, I gave up and surrendered to my blank screen, blank mind. Okay…I sat on the balcony and read for a bit until it was time to make dinner. So, today I hunkered down to finish a writing […]